:: Electric Psychedelic Pussycat Swinger's Club ::

:: Monday, February 16, 2004 ::

is there a cure for this disease?

I AM SICK.

... of having the urge every hour to get on the internet to be fed useless information. It is truly a disease.
... of helping to fuel this consumer-driven society, where flash is more important than substance.
... of hanging around people who have no substance to their personalities, whatsoever.
... of constantly being let down.
... of being made to feel stupid.
... of being lonely.

I LONG.

... to find solace within me.
... to find happiness through things you cannot touch, see, hear, or smell.
... to be content.
... for quietness. Sometimes death doesn't seem so scary.

I WISH.

... that I could figure out exactly what I want to do for the rest of my life.
... that I didn't have to ever worry about money, again.
... that my parents didn't have to ever worry about money, again.
... that my sister and I didn't have so many fights when we were younger.
... that I could be a more patient person.
... I could be altruistic throughout the ENTIRE day.
... sometimes, that I could go back and choose the "blue pill", living obliviously among the rest of the lemmings in this world.
... that I had more friends who chose the "red pill".

If you've read this far and are still awake, answer this:

If presented with an opportunity to choose the red or the blue pill, which would it be and why?

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